Monday, January 16, 2023

Bad Day

Today is one of my bad days.  
One of my can’t be alone days.  
One of my left alone with my thoughts for too long, I may do something drastic days.  
One of my don’t leave me don’t leave me don’t leave me days.  
One of my sad days, tragedy days, woe is me days.  
One of my can’t get out of my head days.  
One of my don’t want to get out of bed days.  
One of my best to be around people days.  
One of my coffee won’t help, weed won’t help, sex won’t help days.  
One of my leave me alone, no don’t! days.  
One of my help me please days.  
One of my lower than low days.  
One of my smiles are few and far between days.  
One of my needy days.  
One of my want to talk but want to not talk days.  
One of my contrary days.  
One of my empty days.  
One of my lonely days.  
One of my scooped out soul days.  
One of my autopilot, in a daze, through the haze days.
One my oh so numb but it somehow still hurts deeply days.
One of my don’t think about it don’t think about it don’t think about it don’t think about it don’t think about it days.
One of my hide me days.
One of my hold me days.
One of my hurt me days.
One of my make me cry I can’t take this numbness anymore days.
Yes, today is one of my bad days.
And I leave it at that
When people ask.

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