Very different than my usual. Let me explain. We were told to paint a landscape of our emotions. One -- I fucking hate landscapes, so cue anger. Two -- my main emotion lately has been "I hate existence so Fuck off", so cue rage. So which of my canvases do I pick up? One of my recycles, painted a calming blue. I need to chill the fuck out, yo.
Pink rain- the bright overwhelm of anxiety.
White snow - constant suffocating depression.
Red lightning - powerful snaps of anger.
Purple stormclouds - chronic simmering rage.
Black - numb solid front, trying not to soak in the emotions pouring down.
Blue - the calm self I try to show at all times despite the chaos within.
This is all a bit grim. I know I have positives. Better paint in some positives.
Green bushes - the positives in my life.
I start to smile. Dammit folks, I started to smile! Because as I painted these dinky little bushes, I was thinking about Caleb. Thinking about my friends. Thinking about my family. Thinking about my dog. And it made me SMILE. So I'm proud of this hideous piece.
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